outdated in new era 2020

Time so fast and so goes with getting older,I thought that as I got older everything would be fine with independence that can be done every day I certainly can...but I can stop in a struggle between depression, the burden of thoughts and high expectations for what could have happened beautifully..

if I'm told to choose what to survive for maybe this is the answer

You alone are incapable of dealing with this ugly world, with the irritating human nature and the criminality that you see every time you open your eyes

I will answer with "I am indeed sick and injured by enduring that is still given by Allah with the strength of patience, life, breath and meet pious people.